Did I love well today?

Did I love well today?

Did I let people in today? Or did I block them out?

Did I let my mood get in the way today? Or did I use it to open into how I was feeling for them?

Did it all serve me today? Did I live in my integrity today? Or did I lose myself in others’ wishes today?

Did I give people a chance today? Or did I make up excuses for why they wouldn’t “get it” today? 

Did I give into fear today? Or did I embrace all that I felt I had to do today? Did I let it frighten and disturb me today?

Did I listen to the wind today? Did I feel mother nature’s breath on my skin today? Did I let her softness in today?

Did I allow myself to be agitated today? Did I let it gnaw at me, bother me, and control me today? Or did I find a way to let it go and relax into the moment today?

Did I give myself the love I need today? Did I stand up and get counted today? Did I give myself more breathing room today? Did I kick some ass when people tried to choke that space today?

Did I let myself be vulnerable today? Or did I give into “being strong” and manly today?

Did I let myself be strong today? Or did I collapse into pity, doubt and shame today?

Did I love well today?

I hope I did today.